| Tuesday, December 6th, 2005 |
Tuesday December 6 2005 @ 11:55 am |
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| Monday, December 5th, 2005 |
Monday December 5 2005 @ 5:00 am |
\\uhohnewjournal.
ok so .. im bored of this one already. and frankly i want a new one and it will be all private && stuff soo if you want on just comment and ill friendswhatever you kay kay super. |
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| Monday, November 28th, 2005 |
Monday November 28 2005 @ 10:00 pm |
//. its like bringing afish into a lovers' spat. Ive been really lonely lately. Moreso because i have been neglecting my social responsibilities. Neglecting every opportunity to trust and be hurt.
I hate letting my guard down. I hate the feeling. I hate the uneasiness always.. and the suspicion. I hate going through relationships liek that.
I thought i had a system. I thought i figured it out. But someone came along and messed it all up. I have let go of everythign i beleived in. I am a mess. And i have been neglecting everyone because of it. I am so socialy disoriented.
I just hope this little bit of rope i have let him grab on to.. doesnt turn into a noose later on.
This really sucks. I need to eat something let alone get out of this room for once. Every night. same place. Sitting in my room. Thinking about ways to fix this. Ways i wil never ever be courageous to attempt in a million years.
Im so jealous.. and I hate being this way. Im a jealous person only when it comes to self image. With others.. i usualy dont care. But lately.. Its been bothering me. Because i want somethign to happen so bad.. and there is no way of knowing if it really will. I need someone to come over and give me hugs and drink tea with me and listen to me babble on about all of this stupid mumbo jumbo.
But no one really cares that much.
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| Friday, November 25th, 2005 |
Friday November 25 2005 @ 12:06 pm |
//.ohnosuckasucka ok so.. I know i havent posted in a little while. ok ok its been AGES
But I have mainly been working on getting that second lip ring.
I wish i would get paid already. And i have to go in to work tonight and change my shift. I said "No, I cannot work Wednesdays" and I get scheduled for a 6 HOUR SHIFT The same time as my night class.
What can you expect from HMV
This library smells. I think it is because of the girl who just sat next to me. I wonder if she knows she has a pungent odor. She seemed so unknowing.. She probably thought she smelled of daisies or something. With her hopelessyl tangled baby blue knit scarf.. and what was left of a bad-haircut-bad-hair-yet-still-trying-every-morning look.
I love my school. =] PS: I think fat people should NOT wear white sweatsuits.
EVER
PSS: I'm meeting a boy soon <3 Current Music: Taxasisonfire - Face It Girl, Price Charming Is NOT Coming. |
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| Monday, October 10th, 2005 |
Monday October 10 2005 @ 3:09 pm |
\\ puffyswolensore ok this is gross the other day.. I woke up.. and when i looked in my bathroom mirror... half of my lip was HUGE you can guess which half was poofy.
yes the pierced half. my first infection. I shoudl write a snarky little satirical childrens book. Im in that kind of mood.
After being anal with it the swelling has gone down 50000% [not literallyDUH] but it is still sore.. and crusty and GROSS
plus my cartiledge [that i got done a few days ago] would not stop bleeding so my ear was constantly covered in blood last night was the FIRST night it didnt bleed and so far today it has been fine
sooo
im only going to assume its healing =] yay for self-mutilation haha
im such a loser
Current Music: One Foot In Front Of The Other - Bright Eyes
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| Saturday, October 8th, 2005 |
Saturday October 8 2005 @ 9:24 pm |
\\unresolved? i need to move out. like i have been carrying on about for the past little while. =\ Today something happened that was.. amazing to say the least. i saw my best friend since i was a year old. thats around 15 years.. maybe a little less. anyways.. its been about 2 years since i last saw her... and she looks so mature. she flipped out at the length of my hair and the new frequent additions to my body =] but it made me realize how i missed her so much. and how i miss who i was when me and her spend too much time together. i was careless.. and carefree and right now i jump from friend to friend.. and i need to settle
but i remember her vividly her little Tim Horton's milkslush concoction that long perfectly blonde hair i have been jealous of for ages.. her tall slender frame another asset i have always wanted to myself.
seeing a bunch of old friend has kind of got me down as well. Everyone is growing up and moving on. they all look so mature and gorgeous.. and im still in highschool.. looking like the 12 year old boy i have ALWAYS looked like.
Still something I am comming to terms with.
On an official note.. i thought i would finaly let the world know. I have a crush on a boy.
I know i know.. everyone is probably all:
OMFGWTFNOTAGAIN
But trust me.. this isnt one of my "ooh he is cute so i have a crush" kind of crushes. I think when i have to much time on ym hands i will officialy type out all the different types of crushes one person can have.
back to topic. Name and such shall be held for security purposes.
and now.. the grand finale:
omgheissocuteandsoabsolutelyprettyinthefaceandohmygoshitsjustsowickedrad
Sorry.. i just had to =]
Current Music: Chloroform Perfume - From Autumn To Ashes |
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| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005 |
Tuesday October 4 2005 @ 7:45 pm |
\\ BITCHplz This is getting fucking ridiculous. this: current situation occuring inside home as of recent
My father's fiance is a bitch. She purposefuly thinks of ways to go against anything.. and i mean anything i may need or want.
I have to leave have to I cant stand her or her bullshit
If anyone anyone has a place where I can stay for awhile.. it would be appreciated.
Apart from the house HELL I live in... Im going to save every penny and go and finish getting the piercings I want. Fuck what they say. =]
Current Music: My Sherona - The Number 12 Looks Like You |
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| Tuesday, July 11th, 2000 |
Tuesday July 11 2000 @ 7:53 pm |
\\oh SUP FGTz Yeah.. I'm turning into one of +those+ i changed my livejournal but i think i will keep this one for a while.
haha
+ROOMMATE WANTED+ if you live in the GTA or plan to let me know because I am planning on moving around August 2006 time. [more details soon to follow.. saywhat] Current Music: When Broken Is Easily Fixed - Silverstein |
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