micah

\\kk

2005-12-06T16:55:22Z

alright go here
http://www.livejournal.com/users/_endofthemovie/
and comment
and if i like you i will add you
thats what i meant kay
<3

\\uhohnewjournal.

2005-12-05T10:00:22Z

ok so ..
im bored of this one already.
and frankly
i want a new one
and it will be all private && stuff
soo if you want on just comment
and ill friendswhatever you
kay
kay
super.

//. its like bringing afish into a lovers' spat.

2005-11-29T03:00:23Z

Ive been really lonely lately.
Moreso because i have been neglecting my social responsibilities.
Neglecting every opportunity to trust and be hurt.

I hate letting my guard down.
I hate the feeling.
I hate the uneasiness always..
and the suspicion.
I hate going through relationships liek that.

I thought i had a system.
I thought i figured it out.
But someone came along and messed it all up.
I have let go of everythign i beleived in.
I am a mess.
And i have been neglecting everyone because of it.
I am so socialy disoriented.

I just hope this little bit of rope i have let him grab on to..
doesnt turn into a noose later on.

This really sucks.
I need to eat something let alone get out of this room for once.
Every night.
same place.
Sitting in my room.
Thinking about ways to fix this.
Ways i wil never ever be courageous to attempt in a million years.

Im so jealous..
and I hate being this way.
Im a jealous person only when it comes to self image.
With others.. i usualy dont care.
But lately..
Its been bothering me.
Because i want somethign to happen so bad..
and there is no way of knowing if it really will.
I need someone to come over and give me hugs and drink tea with me
and listen to me babble on about all of this stupid mumbo jumbo.

But no one really cares that much.

//.ohnosuckasucka

2005-11-25T17:13:37Z

ok so..
I know i havent posted in a little while.
ok ok
its been AGES

But I have mainly been working on getting that second lip ring.

I wish i would get paid already.
And i have to go in to work tonight
and change my shift.
I said "No, I cannot work Wednesdays"
and
I get scheduled for a
6 HOUR SHIFT
The same time as my night class.

What can you expect from HMV

This library smells.
I think it is because of the girl who just sat next to me.
I wonder if she knows she has a pungent odor.
She seemed so unknowing..
She probably thought she smelled of daisies or something.
With her hopelessyl tangled baby blue knit scarf..
and what was left of a bad-haircut-bad-hair-yet-still-trying-every-morning look.

I love my school.
=]
PS:
I think fat people should NOT wear white sweatsuits.

EVER

PSS: I'm meeting a boy soon <3

\\ puffyswolensore

2005-10-10T19:15:44Z

ok
this is gross
the other day..
I woke up.. and when i looked in my bathroom mirror...
half of my lip was HUGE
you can guess which half was poofy.

yes
the pierced half.
my first infection.
I shoudl write a snarky little satirical childrens book.
Im in that kind of mood.

After being anal with it the swelling has gone down 50000%
[not literallyDUH]
but it is still sore..
and crusty
and GROSS

plus
my cartiledge
[that i got done a few days ago]
would not stop bleeding
so my ear was constantly covered in blood
last night was the FIRST night it didnt bleed
and so far today it has been fine

sooo

im only going to assume its healing
=]
yay for self-mutilation
haha

im such a loser

\\unresolved?

2005-10-09T01:40:16Z

i need to move out.
like i have been carrying on about for the past little while.
=\
Today something happened that was.. amazing to say the least.
i saw my best friend since i was a year old. thats around 15 years.. maybe a little less.
anyways.. its been about 2 years since i last saw her...
and she looks so mature.
she flipped out at the length of my hair
and the ~~new~~ frequent additions to my body
=]
but it made me realize how i missed her so much.
and how i miss who i was when me and her spend too much time together.
i was careless.. and carefree
and right now i jump from friend to friend..
and i need to settle

but i remember her vividly
her little Tim Horton's milkslush concoction
that long perfectly blonde hair i have been jealous of for ages..
her tall slender frame
another asset i have always wanted to myself.

seeing a bunch of old friend has kind of got me down as well.
Everyone is growing up and moving on.
they all look so mature and gorgeous..
and im still in highschool..
looking like the 12 year old boy
i have ALWAYS looked like.

Still something I am comming to terms with.

On an official note..
i thought i would finaly let the world know.
I have a crush on a boy.

I know i know..
everyone is probably all:

OMFGWTFNOTAGAIN

But trust me..
this isnt one of my "ooh he is cute so i have a crush" kind of crushes.
I think when i have to much time on ym hands i will officialy type out all the different types of crushes one person can have.

back to topic.
Name and such shall be held for security purposes.

and now..
the grand finale:

omgheissocuteandsoabsolutelyprettyinthefaceandohmygoshitsjustsowickedrad

Sorry..
i just had to
=]

\\ BITCHplz

2005-10-05T00:02:34Z

This is getting fucking ridiculous.
this:
current situation occuring inside home as of recent

My father's fiance is a bitch.
She purposefuly thinks of ways to go against anything..
and i mean anything i may need or want.

I have to leave
have to
I cant stand her or her bullshit

If anyone
anyone
has a place where I can stay for awhile..
it would be appreciated.

Apart from the ~~house~~ HELL I live in...
Im going to save every penny
and go and finish getting the piercings I want.
Fuck what they say.
=]

\\oh SUP FGTz

2005-10-03T23:58:04Z

Yeah..
I'm turning into one of +those+
i changed my livejournal
but i think i will keep this one for a while.
~~haha~~

+ROOMMATE WANTED+
if you live in the GTA
or plan to
let me know
because I am planning on moving around August 2006 time.
[more details soon to follow.. saywhat]